being a horn player is not as easy as you think

reasons for not playing a horn well(some may or may not be agreed by others):

1. i have to concentrate on other things like violin, h/w
2. i have worked hard but it had been regared as nth
3. tt caused me to loose all my morale and thus do not want to work hard towards playing horn
4. i am completely not talented for horn playing
5. i had once played not bad but due to long term of not touching the horn, i have lost my emboucher
6. i dislike horn as it was not chosen by me, i was forced into playing it
7. some ppl said things tt caused me to ap playing horn

conclusion: its not tt i have not tried to improve my horn playing skills, its just some external factors tt caused me not to play well.