i was feeling soooooooo stressed after violin lesson that day, two days ago.
but now im alright.
and i think this is bad.
I am too over optimistic?
sighs.

anyways, i was thinking that it would have been great if i had not entered a jc and a music or arts school instead. at least i will enjoy doing my work more. and find them more useful. and i really havent been practicing my violin much and this is very extremely bad since im planning to take my g8 exam next year. sighs.

what is the point of taking A levels.
actually there are many but they're just not what i want in life.

but whatever, since im like in this #&^@% i might as well give in my best, at least try my best to give in my best.

and lastly, I WANT TO SING WITH A LIVE BAND!!!! its like so fun, like with guitar, keyboard and drums. omg drums. so any kind souls who are willing to let me sing with a band please approach me!!! because i think that is one of the things i must do before i pass away.

to all my friends, happy mugging, to let yall relax from all those stress, here's a joke:

so i was writing down the prelim schedule in my notebook and i saw that on the previous page it was written as Wednesday, 15.08 so i calculated that today is 20.08 and i was shocked because prelims starts on 02.09 and i really thought for a moment that im going to pass away because theres like so little time left. but i suspected that theres something wrong so i asked my mum what is todays date and she told me," yesterday was national day, so what date issit today?". and i was like oh ya, phews.

so moral of the story, i should improve on my handwriting.