i dislike washing dishes :(

anyways, i went out to meet dear panda yesterday and i went shopping alone!
the point is: i bought a chiffon flora skirt, a blue cotton blazer and a T-shirt dress!
WHOOTS.
go out with me somebody so that i can wear them out.

i need to cook dinner today.
sighs.
i so don't want to do it as i am LAZY.
i so need to vacuum the house too.
and i so need to practice violin.

urgh.

i am supposed to enjoy them.
like enjoy what you're doing while you can.
so that you wont regret when you cant do what you're doing now in future.

sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
mega sigh.

sometimes there are so many things that i can't understand that i don't even bother trying to understand them.
and this is bad.
i need to get my brains to function well.

i need to think more.
thinking is fun.

I'm like learning chess now on a Nintendo DS game called "learn to play chess".
ya, duh.
and i realised that i so cannot play it as I'm not thinking enough.
but at least I'm trying and improving.

there are so many things that i need to buy.
I NEED A JOB.