clubbing was full stop
okay so today the best thing that happened is that the whole family ate breakfast, lunch and dinner together.
perhaps its just because we're all that lazy.
but the food is good.
we just eat steamboat.
when i say that i mean the food that you cook in it.
sighs.
when i was watching sex and the city at work,
ya, sex and the city and,
ya, at work,
there was this episode where Carrie Bradshaw said that people/she/whatever will sometimes feel lonely even when surrounded by people.
and this is so so so true.
its like i have met so many people.
the the world population is so huge.
but the problem is, there is no one that really understand me.
i am a different kind of person and i know it.
its like i haven't met anyone with the same interests as me yet, thus the inability to sustain a conversation with 3 or more people in it.
its not that i want to be anti social, its just that i have nothing to say about it.
so i end up being anti social.
and not talk much.
because i have nothing to say.
so when i am not talking, pardon me, its just that i am not interested in what you are saying thus have nothing to say in return.
sighs.
so many sad things have happened recently.
and this is BAD.
some people complain about, and yearn to meet someone who loves them more than the person himself/herself.
while others hope to meet a person that he/she truly loves.
i belong to the latter.
i don't know what love is.
and is not interested in the relationship type of love now.
the truth is, there are so many things to do in life that i do not need it(it refers to what is mentioned in line 36 of this post)
(yeah, i really counted.)
i believe that all types of love can happen, except the one where strangers meet, fall in love(or not), get married and have children.
so i don't believe in love anymore.
yeps, i do not believe in Romantic Love anymore.