i enjoy my life as it is and i am proud to be who i am.

okay, so i was obsessed with taylor swift and her music.
and i envied the life that some celebrities lead, like how lucky they are to be what they are today, given a chance to develop their potential EVEN IF some of them do not really have amazing talents.
they are lucky.
its like many people out there are talented and have the potential to become famous and popular if they were given the chance to.
but they are just not discovered or not noticed and blah.
yeps so we need a lot of luck in this, and fate too.


anyways, so since i have decided to pursue PHILOSOPHY at university level, i have decided that i have to read more in this area.
so now I'm reading this book "101 Experiments in the Philosophy of Everyday Life" by Roger-poldroit.
The contents are interesting, sometimes crazy, but intriguing.
and the effects of the experiments are fascinating and allows me to view things differently.

i hope i can do well in it.

since i enjoy doing it.

anyways, i bought a pink dress that day and i am so excited about wearing it out.
my mum keeps complaining that my wordrobe is overflowing.
and the fact is, it is.
but clothes will never be enough!
and i think many people will agree with me for that.


I pity people who do not love themselves and treasure themselves.
so I'm referring to people who begs, eat ridiculously large amounts of unhealthy food and/or are not conscious of their hygiene(how they appear, dress).
why cant these people just be more aware of themselves.
its like they probably do not care about how others think of them.
but that's not the point!
its like they can sure be in a better state than they are now, so why not get themselves into the better state?
its not that you need to be rich to do all these; more of self respect.
sighs, but if they like it their own way theres nothing anybody can do.

so, i am bored and hungry now and becoming a shopaholic.
i want to get a guitar and a better camera!!!

oh and did i mention that I've got a new wallet already and its so very nice, sweet, cute, everything positive and i shall take a picture of it and post it here now.

isn't the bear princess so very adorable?

and the back of the wallet.

i even made this lanyard thing(the baby blue and pink thing on top) on it so that i can hold the wallet without actually holding on to it so that i wont dirty it.