i am pissed off by disgusting freaks.

okay so people with higher authority are always right.
if they are not, it cannot be cause they are always right.
at least it stays as a conviction that they all have.

okay, so i have not submitted my university application yet.
and i am so pissed off now.
there are many reasons i can give to myself for not being pissed off but
WHATEVER just let me be pissed off.

so i am listening to 在银色的月光下 which is a nice, slow and calm piece that huang lao shi gave me to score to practice.
while being angry now which helps me to calm down.
okay im overall not an angry person.
since i cant remember anything well anyways.
but i'll remember to hate the people who angers me since i dont really get pissed off easily.
GREAT.

so theres violin lesson again tomorrow and i have yet to perfect the things i am supposed to.
SIGHS.
i am still so pissed off right now like a young and hot-blooded teenager which i dont think i am anymore.

okay anyways i am still pissed.

RARS.

WHY CAN PEOPLE PLAY SO WELL.
i will work hard to play well too.
since violin is something that i like and enjoy.

sighs.